What's Right for Me

My kids no longer depend on me for wiping noses or doing their laundry.  Why am I still a stay-at-home-mom?

For some women, working full-time is not a choice. Or, it’s a choice to stay sane.  For me, full-time work and being a mom is not an option. My decision to “stay home” isn't about making a statement. It comes from an acceptance of my workaholic personality, knowing my marriage, and a commitment I made 14 years ago. 

While working, I traveled, made money, advanced. Pressures and long hours dominated. I loved it -using my expertise and degree… I put my career above all.

 There are external (and internal) pressures to jump back in the fray. Tempting? Yes! However, 3-5 pm is magical. They climb into the car; spotlight on each one, and tell me everything. They know I am listening. They know I’m there. I’m not ready to give that up.

By 6 pm, their hard drive is wiped and reset for the next day.

I’m doing what I said I would; suspending my life while witnessing theirs. 

Center-stripe

I'm living life in the middle of the road. Sounds dangerous? Well, sometimes. There are people in this world who see things in black and white. I prefer grey. I prefer to cruise the line and get a good view of both sides of the street. You will see that reflected in my blog, center-stripe -and reflected in my life. Hop in! Come on this ride with me. Catch the panoramic view from the middle of the road! Hopefully, we won't get a ticket!